| | I fear I've lost you, somewhere along the lines of me tearing my own life apart. I've been pulling at the seams for as long as I can remember, and you've never once turned away. You've seen me self destruct, you've been with me in my most intimate moments. I've carried your image, your words, and all the needless pain I've caused you each day that I wake up somewhere you're not. I took a picture last time, and it's still with me every day, staring back at me, your smile not knowing, or maybe not caring, what was going to happen. One day all of this will make sense, and I'll be able to rest without wondering who you're filling your time with. One day I'll be able to think that you're not wasting away years without me. But who am I to comment? I'm the one who's been calling all the shots, and you have every right to hate me, and hate how I've treated you, despite what my intentions are. There's no excuse for what I've done, and I should lose the right to call you a friend.
One day, I'll figure this all out, I swear. I just wish I was strong enough to do it today. |
| | Posted 4/9/2009 1:10 PM - 9 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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